Well the election is over and my candidate did not
win. Through it all God lovingly showed
me a lot of truths about myself. I saw
that I seek the easy way out. I wanted my candidate to win so the issues I care
about would be taken care of or resolved, allowing this “Scaredy Cat” to return
to her comfort zone. I saw that I am a sore loser. I saw that I put my trust in “man” more than
God. I saw that I pray for “my will be done” - for I was not
satisfied with the results of the election which God allowed to happen.
To adhere to Christ means to surrender our will to
His will. Spiritual life is brought about under continuous tension between the
will of God and the will of a person. The tension comes from the fact that we
revolve continuously around our will, around whatever is convenient for us,
while it is obvious that the scope of our plans and desires, of what we want,
does not correspond to what God wants. Tadeusz Dajczer, The Gift of Faith, 3rd.ed. (Ft. Collins, CO: IAMF, 2012), 22-23
In my human thinking - it made sense that God would
want Obama to lose so that the unborn children could have a better chance to
see life. But now looking at it
spiritually maybe I am being called to have to personally get involved in
changing hearts of women so they will not choose to have abortions.
In my human thinking - it made sense that God would
want to guarantee our religious freedom by ousting the administration which is
attacking this liberty. But now looking at it spiritually maybe I am being
called to defend my faith as a Christian soldier sharing the Gospel message
with those who live only for the world.
In my human thinking - it made sense that God would
want to stop the redefinition of true marriage = between a man and a woman. But
now looking at it spiritually maybe I am being called to be a witness of this
truth to those who do not see the dangers of these social changes for our
country and for their souls.
Entrusting myself to Mary helps me see how important
it is to accept God’s will over my will. Mary knew that God’s will was better
than any plan she may have had for herself.
If we are surprised that God foils our plans and
leads us down a different road than the one we imagined, let us recall that it
was the same in the life of the Blessed Mother. Mary also thought of her
sanctity, her road, her mission differently. The one who gave up motherhood was
called to an exceptional and unique motherhood. This call foiled all of her
plans. Ibid, 116.
So I cannot find security in my country’s leaders,
but I can find it in my Blessed Mother’s arms. She always leads me to the
security of her Son’s love and Father’s mercy. All of which is armor for me to
put on as I face the battle between my will vs. Thy will - be done.
If living by faith means adherence to Christ and to
His will, then in this context it should be emphasized that seeking our own
will is the worst thing we could do. It is the source of evil and sin, the
source of our misfortune and enslavement. Ibid, 24.
Faith, precisely because it is a free act, also
demands social responsibility for what one believes. The Church on the day of
Pentecost demonstrates with utter clarity this public dimension of believing
and proclaiming one's faith fearlessly to every person. It is the gift of the
Holy Spirit that makes us fit for mission and strengthens our witness, making
it frank and courageous.
