First of all, we are almost to
the middle of Lent – how are we all doing? I have had to chuckle how the Lord
has given me subtle and not so subtle humiliations in order to help keep me
“off” my pedestal. I have made mistakes at work and at home that have me
relying on Blessed Mom’s arms and her acceptance of all things - as my gut
reaction to such humiliations is to rationalize, make excuses, and look for a scapegoat. So I guess
I could say I am having a “good” Lent seeing my weaknesses and then calling
upon the Lord’s most merciful love! J
Then I happened to read the
following in the book In the Arms of Mary:
By
praying before the Crucified Christ, you will receive the answer to the
question: Why do I suffer injustices in my life? You will understand that God
can permit something unjust, from a human point of view, to happen to you –
because God sees things differently than men. The human injustice that you
confront may be something just in God’s eyes. When you do not experience any
injustice, you cannot understand with depth what Christ went through, whose
death also had something to do with the injustice He experienced. [1]
So I was comforted in knowing that the injustice
is another way God is feeding my soul the nourishment it needs to be united
with Him. My pride and arrogance is similar to Christ’s adversaries, and is
hard to keep in check. But looking at the injustice as a loving act from my
merciful Savior, helps me to again step off my pedestal.
I also, shared this passage with
a person who had lost her loved one in a car crash caused by someone who was
texting while driving. I hope and pray that she too, can feel a loving answer for
the tragedy she is experiencing, an injustice way beyond the scope of mine.
Someone who is condemned justly – like the good thief
– can find a rational motive to accept suffering. However, someone who is
unjustly accused and suffers despite his innocence, can only turn to the Cross
of Christ for his motivation. Only when you resort to the Cross of Christ can
you be grateful for the injustice that you suffer: I give
thanks to You, my God, for sharing with me Your most precious treasure. Thank
You for permitting me to understand better the mystery of Your Cross.
On your way to sanctity you may not expect that
God will preserve you from injustice, and that nothing will happen to you, from
a human point of view, that you do not deserve. [2]
[1] S.C. Biela, In The Arms of Mary, 2nd. ed,
rev. (Ft.Collins, CO: IAMF, 2005), 32-33.
[2] Ibid, 33.